hahahah yeaaaaaaaaaah i gotta say.... bidoofs are beavers...

irl i am actually a beaver hunter. canada's government employs me to exterminate beaver infestations. i dont actually go to school. i lied.

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You\'re voodoo, I like you, I do.

Ohhhh I see (haha, once again, sorry for such a late response )
I gotcha now. I mean...okay, I didn't KNOW what it was that you were sick w/, but I figured you had a really uber weak immune system but didn't know why. O_o
So I take you've been like that all your life? But at least you can live almost a completely normal life yes? That's good ^^
Thankies for explaining it to me ^^ I understand its a personal thing but I was always so curious about it all!

Yeahhhhh as of late, w/ my job.....sigh, my boss, I feel, does not like me....I think it's cuz unlike everyone else who works there, allows her to control them...Like I mean, she is sooooo nit picky about stuff! Like "You didn't put the pen in the right cubby hole where we keep our office supplies" or "These towels are too wet!" and so on and so forth which makes it rather frustrating.

Second off, she is foreign, and not slamming her for that but she THINKS she understands English but she doesn't...so therefore when there is a misunderstanding, she blames ME and says I am stupid (yes, she says it to my face and behind my back) and I cannot understand nor speak my own language (hmmm awfully funny how I am communicating w/ everyone else who speaks the same language and we have no problem.... ohhhhh the wonderful unsolved mysteries of life!)

And third off, to make matters worse as I've said, if something happens, she jumps to conclusions and says "Did you do this?!" like we went out of our way to purposely spill some food debris on the floor to push her buttons, etc etc etc so therefore she accuses and never asks questions later as to whether or not you were really at fault. Unlike everyone else, who just says "I'm sorry" or a simple monotone "okay." to everything she says, if I know I did not do it, I will stick up for myself and say so. But that only seems to make her more upset!

So there lies in the whole situation of how I seem to butt horns w/ her almost every time I go into work. Mind you, I've been experimenting. I try different methods in dealing w/ her. Like sometimes, I will just say "okay" or "Sorry" to whatever she says to me, or, I will ask questions, or try to simplify my explanations. As of yet, nothing has really been successful, she still seems flustered w/ me, rolling her eyes and scoffing at me like I'm a fucktard. I know, you might be wondering why don't i just high tail it outta this shithole ne? Well, I have seriously been considering it. As of late, I feel like I cannot trust any of my coworkers (anything I say, even if its not related to work my coworkers run off and knark on me O_o seriously, how old are we here?) But I cannot quit the job .... I might have to..since I will be going to Novi at the Institute of Arts and schooling might conflict w/ my boss's scheduling methods (she changes it weekly and as of late, has cut my hours dramatically ~_~ all over seniority reasons, which I can understand but still....there's more to the story, I know it)

I for one, do not believe in getting angry and/or arguing/yelling/throwing a tantrum to get my way. So it pains me ever so, but there has been a few times where she totally bitched me out, belittling me, but I just stood there, stony faced. Yes, after it was over, I had violent tremors running up and down my body from shaking so badly, but I didn't cry, surprisingly O_o

Actually, how that happened was simply this : (Mind you, this might make your ears bleed cuz I am completely lost on what the big hullabaloo was all about, plus it's just extremely idiotic)

This just happened recently too, like..last week. My job is to fill orders from the cashier by taking trays and filling them w/ food from a steam table. (Okay, you've got the setting lolz) When food runs out in the trays, it only makes sense to take them out of the steam table and place them on the back table for the cooks to easily reach them, instead of having them walk all the way up to the front to get them no? That's how we always do things.
The other day, fried rice ran out, my coworker takes it out of the steam table, places it on the back table, my boss's husband, the main cook, fills it w/ fresh fried rice and leaves it for someone to pick it up and put it back into the steam table. I put it back. A few minutes later, he comes charging into the front area and gets up in my grill and starts blowing a fuse w/
"Who put rice in tray?!" "Uh sorry?" "Who take rice out of table?!" "I put the rice back after you filled it up!" (the guy wouldn't listen obviously, and to make matters worse, my boss was sitting behind him, rolling her eyes, scoffing and screaming chinese at me) and they both yell at me "Don't do that! We don't do things like that here! It's not professional!" blah blah blah!
When he finally learned it wasn't me who took the empty fried rice tray out of the table, he turns on my coworker and freaks on her as well, then he leaves and comes back not even 30 seconds later, smiling ear to ear and saying "Let's try to be more professional ladies" *laughs* ------- ~_______________~.......wtf.....

That was one of the few times I was shaking so horribly and was ready to throw in the towel. Call it stubbornness? It might be. I just don't like to be easily defeated like this. I don't like to be taken advantage of and plus, I need this job. It took me this long to find one. I might as well keep it for as long as I can. I might have to quit anyways cuz of school. I also had this run in where my boss keeps telling me to think about if I wanna quit or stay since I am being paid under the table/business is slow/my hours are cut over seniority reasons (yes, I still am being paid under the table, after almost 5 months...she hasn't given me the tax form sheet thingies for unknown reasons...>.> ) I already told her I am staying but she keeps coming to me saying "I want you to think about it" crap. This seriously makes it look like she is trying to say, "Well, I cannot fire you cuz you've done nothing wrong, but can you just quit, cuz we don't like you."

I have many other reasons of why it has caused me to believe she really doesn't like me, but this could go on for a few more hours and I've rambled and complained about work drama long enough Sorry T_T

Point is, basically, despite work being a pain in the ass (it isn't like that all the time, but man.....it happens far too often) I am still happy and content ^^ I am looking forward to going to school and being able to hang out w/ you, Jordan, Renee, and everyone else more often! As of right now, I will be probably just starting off w/ spending the night a few nights a week w/ Renee, and perhaps MAYBE living w/ her. Only reason I choose not to is cuz my resources (like my computer and so on) is all at home, i really don't know where we'd put all that at renee's house! plus, I am not ready to leave home, even if it's an hour away. I am sorta tied to living at home and w/ my boyfriend (who I dont see very often, he works and goes to school so much >< so I couldn't do that just yet.) But it's very possible I could be living w/ her. I leave the option open ^^

So nothing else has been going on except that stuff I mentioned. haha. Just been doing a lotta drawing, and practicing piano lessons! WHOOT! lolz

Yeah, I try not to let it bother me w/ how people COULD steal myself. I haven't been real uptight as of late so that's a good thing I guess. ^^

Till next time, byez

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~"You got blood on my suit!" - Spy
~"Thanks for standin' still, Wanker!" - Sniper
~"Eins, zwei, drei...I do not think we brought enough body bags!" - Medic
~"Ho ho ho! They all died in a storm of thrashing and spasming!" - Orochimaru

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